Maybe I still love you, maybe I don’t, I really don’t know and this indecision is killing me.
I hit rock bottom basically every week it feels like but if there’s one thing im most proud of it’s the fact that I never know how to just give up, no matter how many times my life knocks me on my ass, I always manage to find some way back up.
Those two nights spent with you before I left made me realize that I need a adventurous girl to spend my time with, one that isn’t afraid to explore the world or each other, sucks I had to move as soon as we started but now I know what I’m looking for and I wont settle for less this time.
I need someone who can fuck hard and talk deep.
this is my life struggle.